She pissed me off by accusing me of being a bad friend by not sticking up for her in her retarded ass drama that I got dragged into yesterday.
First of all I shouldn’t have to defend you because that makes me more involved when I don’t want to be. Secondly, why would I defend someone who dragged me into drama I’m not a part of? Especially the person you want me to fight against, is apologising to me and feels bad that I’m being dragged into this.
It’s not my job to defend people when they’re having problems with others that has nothing to do with me. Why should I butt in and put my two cents in? She doesn’t have any right to be mad at me and tell me that I should have defended her.
And she doesn’t appreciate all that I’m doing. I’m going against my friends and begging them to let her stay with us during edc because she doesn’t have a place to stay. They have problems with her and don’t like her but they’re willing to deal with it. And that says a lot. I’m putting my friendship at risk. If she fucks up, my friends will get pissed at me for going out for her like this.
Despite all that, I’m a bad friend for not sticking up for her and fighting her battles. I’m done with this shit. If she can’t learn to grow up, I don’t want to live with her. I’m ready to move out elsewhere. I only did it now because I needed roommates to afford the rent. But I don’t want to deal with her bullshit if she’s going to act like an immature kid and I won’t put up with it.
I’m just so sick of drama and I am not afraid of cutting people out who create it. For once I would like to wake up in a good mood and not be bombarded by texts from various people with various drama.